As many calls as I have taken and as many people as I have talked to, I have run into an issue. My persona (Robin) and I are far too similar. I seem to be putting too much of myself into her, and it is sort of disallowing me to make the necessary separation between her and I. Mostly because I know they really do need to be two different people. Especially now. And she needs to be more free form and versatile. Basically what I need to start doing is creating her, reading into her, making her a character more than a real person. My issue is there is already a lot of lying going on. How much am I going to want to keep track of?
One of the girls suggested researching who your parents might be. Then creating a whole 'nother back story based on that. Another suggested still keeping your same life and stories, but changing names, places and other things. I seem to keep drawing a blank when it comes to things like this. I don't know what the issue is, but I'm having it and it's starting to frustrate me. My "new girl" freshness is starting to wear a tad, and I don't know how to keep it going... Mostly I think I was making so much money because I was in the room that rings first.
See, there are 5 rooms in this house that girls can utilize. Every one of them has some sort of bed, a desk and a computer. There are really only 4 because the managers share one room together. Every room has a different phone like. The Villa (named because it has a very pretty tapestry/curtain set hanging with a little Tuscan Villa on it) rings first. The Office (where the managers) rings second. Then the Garden (named for the wicker furniture set that *used* to be there) then the Dungeon (the best sound proofing in the house) and both of those are downstairs in the basement. Then finally back upstairs to the Palace (named for the pretty 4 post wrought iron bed that used to be in there and the pretty little chandelier that hangs) rings last. Every girl has a different preference and every girl has a different way of making money.
The thing I hate most about being in the Villa is the fact that it rings first. I get a high call volume, sure, mostly because guys will hear my voice first and I guess they sort of think "Well, this works." Unfortunately, most of those calls are prankers. I fucking hate these nasty little brats. Calling from all over the country, obviously underage and just tying up the line. Then of course there are the hangups. The guys who call and ask you things like "And you touch your pussy for me?" and then don't do a call. Or guys that aren't supposed to call and just fuck with everyone's time and money.
I'm slowly starting to realize how this job isn't anything like what I thought it would be. It really is a job, like anyone else has. Yes, I get to hear men cum over the phone, or have long elaborate calls with lots of detail and lots of talking. Yes, I get to fuck around on the internet most of the day, but who doesn't when you're stuck at a desk for 8, 10 or even 12 hours. When the phones are silent, I have to find other ways to occupy my time. So hopefully I will get back into this blogging thing again.
I haven't really found a sound and safe way to blog about the calls I have. Mostly because I usually update this from home (I'm at work now and realized it's been like two fucking weeks... sorry) and by the time I get home, I have forgotten every detail. I have a highlight reel, I might start posting that. I have a few entries I still need to write, mostly because one call last Sunday blew my mind. It will not be for the faint of heart or any guy who loves and cherishes his dick. ;)
Until then,
Stay Sexxxy!
Robin
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